Dark Season

Hey hey #Lovelies!! 👋🏽👋🏽

How’s it going?? I know it’s been awhile so I wanted to just chat for a min. I’m going to be very transparent (cause you know that’s what we are about here) so I hope and pray this blog post will help encourage someone today.

Now let’s get into it. So the past few months to a year have been very emotionally drained and I’ve felt almost if not depressed and very anxious. My spirit has been very heavy as well and I just can’t seem to shake it. One thing I do believe is that every situation or journey that we encounter has a means to an end. Whether we want to accept it or not, each season is a lesson learned for ourselves and others. So here are three things I am learning in this “dark“ season.

First, understanding that I am not the only one. I’m not the only person in the world who is going through or has gone through and felt these feelings and darkness. Also knowing that it is ok. Being a Christian or a believer does not take the pain and hurt away from everyday living, it just gives us the equipment to overcome and conquer it. The weapons will form, but they won’t prosper (Isa 54:17).

That’s Bible. We win in the end.

Second, I control the narrative. God gave me the power to speak things into existence so when I speak those negative thoughts I am agreeing with the enemy. I am digging a hole for myself and planting another seed of deceit every time I speak out of fear, anger, hurt, or confusion. Everything that my God is not. I will change my narrative to speak and think on such things that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and admirable— and all things that are excellent and praiseworthy (Phil 4:8).

Third and most importantly,…God has not forgotten about me AND He Loves me.

That‘s it.

PERIODTT. He is not mad at me.

He is not disappointed and He most definitely is not punishing me. No matter how far I feel from Him, He will always be ready and willing to welcome me back and commune with me. He loves me.

Unconditionally.

At times I don’t feel worthy of His love. And I then turn and push Him away...but,

He loves me.

I am His.

And He is mine.

In His eyes, I am enough and there is nothing that can separate me from His Love (Rom 8:38-39). And that’s on Mary had a little lamb. ✨sheesh✨😙🤌🏽

(Did I do it right…? ✨Sheeeeeesh✨ Am I corny for that?? 🤣)

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